Things were going good for a little while... Seems as though I'm being pushed into being anti-social again, so I'm doing everything I can NOT to let that happen again. I have joined Chatango, I'm watching BuddyStumbler more-often, and reaching out to talk to people in games more.
I don't know... I mean, I had my light but it seems to have grown faint... To the point, I honestly don't know where my light has gone for a few days... Jade, my awesome midnight chat-buddy, has also not been on for days... And just yesterday I crossed a boundry while talking with a friend... I still can never see that comfortable line of theirs until I cross over it. -.- Old friends are slowly disappearing, new friends are disappearing at a faster rate... Is it something I'm doing? If so, why hasn't anybody said something? Or is the friendship just that fragile? Or maybe Fate's slowly making it's final moves... After throwing all of it's pawns at me, now it's bringing out the heavy artillary... Wow, a chess metaphor. I don't even know how to fully play chess, lol.
My heart aches... I won't give up, of course, but... At this point, I don't even know what I'm fighting for exactly, or where I'm headed... Heh... Just my luck, I suppose...
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