Ashy Hell and Fate

Ya know, I kinda agree'd with Binary code... It's either a "1" or a "0"... a "Yes" or a "No".. It fits with most religions as well.. They always have 2 paths. "Good" and "Evil". "Wrong" and "Right"... I know now, that isn't true..

There is a 3rd option, and that occurs when the first and second choice are not solid. For example, if a person does not want "A" and wants "B", there is a chance they really want "C".. However based on what they told you alone, "C" was not an option.

So what do you do when it becomes impossible to make someone happy? What do you do when you give them what they ask for and they give the same reaction as giving them something they specifically asked they didnt' want?

I learned that my Ashy Hell is similar to Fate, if not the physical manifestation of it. No matter what I do, how I do it, what I do it with, and what path I take to do it, I'm wrong.. I'm the bad guy. I screw up..

It's an extremely simple want... I want Ash to be happy.. But it seems the only way to do that, is to think outside the box.. I can't make her happy no matter what I chose, so the only way I can truly please her, is to do nothing at all and IMAGINE her being happy... See? Fate doesn't want to play by the rules, so I suppose I can't either.

From here on, I'm not caring about Ash. I don't love her, I don't hate her.. I simply just won't give her the light of day, or even the effort of breath. Since what I want and don't want, won't work.. And what she wants and doesn't want, won't work.. I'll have to take this shot in the dark.

So.. Fate.. Is this the final round? Are you finally coming at me with everything you have? I can't even imagine anything worse than screwing me over on everything without any rules. I've taken everything else you've thrown at me.. Let's see if you can still keep up!