Dedication to Friends and Loves (Both Past and Present)

I would like to take this time to talk about my friends and loves, from my past and my present. Yes this may be a tad boring so you can skip this entry if you don't care about something so personal, lol.

First off, my newly acquired friend, Jade. I'm no longer bored when I stay up late, or even pull all-nighters. Someone beautiful with so much in common, is truly rare to find. I swear she could be the popular girl if she wanted to be, but she just acts like herself no matter who is around. For that she earns my complete respect. She's truly awesome and I know her brother is extremely protective with her, and he'll destroy any guy who hurts her.. Well, he can count me in. ^.^

Next I'll mention Chloe... To summerize, she's the girl of my dreams. So conservative, just the right amount of being shy, and on top of that, being ok with someone being teritorial? "Rare" or even "One of a kind" doesn't begin to describe how perfect she is. I know everyone has their flaws, but Jade and Chloe have soo little of ones that they're hard to notice, let alone have them bother you or anything like that. Anyways, sadly I was rejected by Chloe. She's too good for me and deserves better anyways so I should have seen that one comming.

Jess is a girl who wants her love-story fulfilled but seems to have just as much bad luck as I do. Being beautiful, I'm guessing it's hard for her to find a good guy who just isn't after one thing. I hope she gets her love story to be like a fairy tale, kinda like that one Taylor Swift song, lol.

Brittany... A fellow Romantic who has found her love. I only wish I could find my significant other like her... She's wonderful in every way and, sadly, I hurt her to be with Ash... Mistake in more than one way.. I'm glad with the way everything turned out though, since she did find her love.

Ash.. AKA my "Ashy Hell"... Man, how to describe her.. My biggest love, my greatest pleasure, and the person that has put me through more heartache than I thought was even possible in one lifetime. My heart is truly scarred, and I will forever be teritorial, as well as insecure. I have never been more interally conflicted than with Ash. To love someone so much and want them to be happy, as well as want to be their world... While at the same time wanting to put them through hell and as much pain as they caused you. But you can't because they are a girl and, Romantics dictate, I cannot hurt a girl. I have flipped out on her, but I feel extremely guilty and feel as though I have failed as a Romantic, putting myself through pain while she is unaffected anyways... I don't know what I'll do with her, because as soon as I think we have things settled, something happens that changes something, if not everything...

For anyone I may have forgotten, I am sorry. You are still my friend and still hold importance to me, but only these people carry a special place in my heart, and always will. There was one other person.. Tara Rennie.. however after months of constant lieing to me, she requested I get over her, and so I did, but apparently she didn't want that completely, and told me to delete her and never talk to her again.. Well, I try my best to honor a girl's request, so I have done so.. I hope she is happy and has found her love. If not, then I hope she finds her love soon.

Thank you for listening. If any of my friends have a problem with this, I would be more than happy to edit it or add to it if I left someone out. The post will have (Updated : (Date)).

For anyone I do not know, keep your friends close. They are truly a godsend and can help with more than you ever know.