(Poem) Light and Dark

I hate the light--------------I wonder if------------With my darkness
I love the dark,-------------I cannot last,----------I'll help you through,
I have to bite---------------Will they forget---------To shield your pain
I love to bark.--------------About my past?--------Cause I love you.

What dark I hide-----------I cannot lash-----------I'll bend backwards
And light I blind,-----------I cannot lie,------------My heart an ark,
I start to think-------------Dark or Light-----------Which one am I
I've lost my mind.----------Which One am I?-------Light or Dark?

I hate to hurt--------------You give me light
I hate the pain,------------And protection,
I can't escape--------------You tear at heart
It falls like rain.------------And recollection.

I try to run----------------You do not seem
I try to hide,--------------To heal the scar,
My body aches------------I don't know you
I just can't die.------------Or what you are.

I'm kind of scared---------You stole my heart
I have a fear,--------------You have my lust,
It's in the dark------------It has to change
When you're not here.-----This is a must.

Darkness cloaks-----------But no matter
And light reveals,----------What you attack
I tell myself----------------I'll do my best
This can't be real.----------To not lash back.

You are my light-----------I see your grin
You are my guide,----------You're having fun,
I should have known--------I guess this means
You would have lied.--------That you have won.

I do not act-----------------I'll play your game
I only talk,-----------------I'll be your pet,
I just can't seem-----------You must have changed
To walk the walk.-----------Since we have met.

I try my best---------------I'll stay with you
Endure the lash,------------I will be fine,
I am human----------------But promise me
And not some trash.--------You will stay mine.