(Poem) Romantic And Remembrance

My heart beast strong---Falling feathers----------She sits beside
My blood flows fast,------Encircle me,------------And doesn't lie
Remembering-----------Impossible--------------Just watches too,
This pain won't last.-----How can this be?--------The days go by.

I sit behind-------------Fluffy and soft-----------Arms wrap around
An old oak tree,--------All solid white,-----------She stays with me,
And feel a breeze-------Unlike problems---------Snuggles closer
Brush across me.-------They are all light.--------Then we're both free.

The sky is clear--------The breeze blows more---My head on hers
And sun is bright,------And they ascend,---------Our bodies close,
I tune out thoughts----Repeating process--------We both need more
And heal in light.-------Happens again.----------Not just a dose.

I close my eyes---------They soar sky high------We both have a fear
And breathe real slow, --Without a care----------And a regret,
There's still a lot---------What simple life-------T'was a break up
I just don't know.--------They have to bear.-----Since we have met.

My stress degrades-----Just like my hopes------We're together
Emotions hit,-----------They're in a cloud,-------Our hearts connect,
Inside my soul---------How mom and dad--------Our memories
Something has lit.-----Must have been proud.----We both collect.

Arms wrap around----I bow my head---------We'll make new ones
A soft embrace,-------And give a sigh,--------Stay side by side,
Then disappears------Can't stand people------We'll stay right here
Without a trace.------And don't know why.----From earth, we'll hide.

My l ids shoot up------I love this hill-------------This cannot stop
My hopes rise high,---And love this tree,---------We're in a bind,
Could it be her--------It helps me look-----------Our hearts want more
Or just a lie?----------Deep inside me.-----------I hate my mind.

Alas, nothing----------The tree gives shade.------My headache hits
There's no one here,---And wind, comfort,--------I start to fall,
I'm still alone----------Doesn't matter------------I just woke up
And filled with fear.----That I've been hurt.------And lost it all.

I try to rest------------It is all clear--------------My dream shattered
Calm down a bit,-------And is all fine,------------I shed a tear,
But memories---------I have got Ash-------------Ash holds me close
Seem not to quit.-----And she's all mine.----------Consoles my fear...